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August 5th, 2009 | World News
George Sodini: Of course, it’s easy enough to say George Sodini was a troubled man: he’s just gone out and shot a number of people and then committed suicde. However, George Sodini left behind his website which details quite how troubled George Sodini was. From the 5th November: Planned to do this in the summer but figure to stick around to see the election outcome. And from August the 3rd, the day before George Sodini did “it”. I took off today, Monday, and tomorrow to practice my routine and make sure it is well polished. I need to work out every detail, there is only one shot. Also I need to be completely immersed into something before I can be successful. I haven’t had a drink since Friday at about 2:30. Total effort needed. Tomorrow is the big day. Unfortunately I talked to my neighbor today, who is very positive and upbeat. I need to remain focused and absorbed COMPLETELY. Last time I tried this, in January, I chickened out. Lets see how this new approach works. Maybe soon, I will see God and Jesus. At least that is what I was told. Eternal life does NOT depend on works. If it did, we will all be in hell. Christ paid for EVERY sin, so how can I or you be judged BY GOD for a sin when the penalty was ALREADY paid. People judge but that does not matter. I was reading the Bible and The Integrity of God beginning yesterday, because soon I will see them. Also, any of the “Practice Papers” left on my coffee table I used or the notes in my gym bag can be published freely. I will not be embarased, because, well, I will be dead. George Sodini had planned this for a year or so. What’s truly worrying is wondering how many others are out there thinking the same thoughts as George Sodini.
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